Submissive Ramblings

So who am I and what the hell do I want? I have no clue, and I have no clue. Plain and simple this is my journey to find who I really am.

I know I am young and love older men. That is my preference. Ever sense I was a little girl I loved the strength of an older man. They make me feel protected and like I never have to worry. Strength is a major turn on. That is why I suppose I have a submissive soul.

I never realized I had a submissive soul or personality. I actually thought I was more of the "stronger" type. I like being in control, or so I thought. I don't want to be made to feel degraded in public. I want as much respect as I can possibly get in public. I also disagree with physical abuse. So I would definitely think I have a "stronger" personality.

That was until K opened me up to the idea of submission. I should have known from the moment I met him that he would prove to me that I was a submissive woman but I would never have listened. I was too "strong" like I have said. But boy was I wrong. I love when the man has control. I love the idea of slaps here and there. I love the power of being told what to do when the door is closed, well not only the door... But the "outside" world. You should never delay things for being behind doors... You just need some privacy. (ha)

So yes, K is the only Dominant man in my life. Do I want it to stay that way? Obviously. Do I want more then just that? Obviously. I want so much more then what I have right now. But all things take time, and I am letting things go along. I only hope to tell you all about it all, my life, my journey, and everything else you could want to know... or be nosey about. :)

So enjoy, and try to understand my Submissive Ramblings.